In Praise of Whatchamacallits

In Praise of Whatchamacallits

Kind promise: I will be tender with weaknesses. Recently, I was admiring the lettering in a design—how lovely it was in its unevenness. Flowing across the paper, the ink caught on some surfaces and not others. It was the work of a calligrapher. There are fonts on my...
Forgiving my body through compassionate witness

Forgiving my body through compassionate witness

Kind promise: I will forgive with wild abandon. “If I’m going to keep this promise… And make it through January,” I thought, “I need to forgive my body.[1]” We (my healthcare providers, caregivers and I) are scheduling a colostomy for January. Underneath my pragmatic,...
Self Advocacy in a Body that’s not easy

Self Advocacy in a Body that’s not easy

Kind promise: I will advocate courageously. I have been exploring this promise as it relates to living in a body with chronic illness and significant disability. I have ranted in my journal about difficulties getting appointments with medical specialists. I’ve whined...
>Surrender and Illness

>Surrender and Illness

>I have been entranced and informed by the image of water dropping as a metaphor for surrender, so I thought I should respond with a painting. As usual, I fantasized about what and how I would like to paint before making the time and space for the actual painting...